I'm fine.

Too much thing happened..
It was really too fast..
I am exhausted already...

But

I have to be strong!
For the sake of them
And myself !!

Don't worry about me
I'm fine !

习惯就好 - 罗志祥

习惯就好

你的手机又收不到
我像疯子在街上绕
努力跑 你的温度
雨淋过几条街都散不掉
你面无表情的嘴角
像在嘲笑我的胡闹
回头看 突然明了
爱过了使用期效 你就想逃
我想维持礼貌忘记骄傲
继续做你唯一的城堡
习惯就好 习惯就好
是我选择看不到分手预兆
没有一丝睡意的困扰无法治疗
习惯就好 习惯就好
我承认我的伪装是真的不够好
请给我多一秒
你的手机又收不到
我像疯子在街上绕
努力跑 你的温度
雨淋过几条街都散不掉
你面无表情的嘴角
像在嘲笑我的胡闹
回头看 突然明了
爱过了使用期效 你就想逃
我想维持礼貌忘记骄傲
继续做你唯一的城堡
习惯就好 习惯就好
是我选择看不到分手预兆
没有一丝睡意的困扰无法治疗
习惯就好 习惯就好
我承认我的伪装是真的不够好
请给我多一秒
习惯就好 习惯就好
一个人在雨里继续地奔跑
却发现再也听不到自己的心跳
习惯就好 习惯就好
我承认我的伪装是真的不够好
请给我多一秒 一秒

P/S: Ken's favourite artist, Show Luo 罗志祥 ! Well mine too actually xD One of the his song in his newest album.

Back to the life

Last conversation with Jason Ch'ng..

I post this..Just for my own memory...
You don't have to read it...


Last conversation with Ch'ng at Friday infront of Jawa Mee stall:

TL: Wei Ch'ng !
Ch'ng : hamisu ?
TL : New clue ! Dunia baru lunch !
Ch"ng : haha ! U so fast saw the video d arh ?
TL : Yala ! Morning online see tiok the video. With ys de ma.Yeng loh you " XD emotion"
Ch'ng : yeng la ! "same XD emotion.."
Ch'ng : eh you got "sua lui" bo ? I got RM 50 nia . "== emotion"
TL : Siao arh, u thought i who ? So rich bring RM 50 anywhere? haha
Ch'ng : oh ..nvm lo.i let aunty pay back nia
TL: abo i lend you RM 1 la
Ch'ng : okok eh sai pun
TL : "Check wallet" Aiya ! i got RM 10 nia..."== emotion"
Ch'ng : RM 10 pun can la . tomolo i ka give u back la
TL : OK lo. take it !
Ch'ng : kam xia !

That's the last conversation I had with him...
He said he will give me back de...

But at the funeral..
I told him don't worry about it anymore...
Let the debt of I owe him sundae ice cream replace it...
Call it a draw...

19 / 1 / 2010

At around 11am...
Reached Ch'ng's funeral ...

I thought I wouldn't cry
At least I didn't at yesterday when I went for all 4 funeral
But I still cried
Just some tears came down
Won't cry too much

I told myself
Don't cry, Ch'ng don't want us to cry for him
Not anymore

While everyone had they obeisance
Then we also registered to had our obeisance to him
As one of the Judo club
As one of the communication club
As one of Chung Ling student
As one of the doTz. clan

Eric, Alvin Lee and Yong Seng
Also had their obeisance
As Jason's best pal
As known as Apom
Well Apom is actually has 5 members
but 2 of them...
Jason and Brendon...
are not here anymore..
So now left just 3 of them

Then
The funeral ends at 1.30pm

Once again

R.I.P.

Jason Ch'ng


The president of Leo
The secretary of PRS
The vice president of Judo
The clan lord of doTz.
The friend we will always miss...

As I mentioned
Today will be my last day of posting all about these news
I'm not going to other friend's funeral
This is the last post I will post about
All of us
Will live our best
Don't worry about us :]
My friend
Please be strong !