I'm fine.

Too much thing happened..
It was really too fast..
I am exhausted already...

But

I have to be strong!
For the sake of them
And myself !!

Don't worry about me
I'm fine !

习惯就好 - 罗志祥

习惯就好

你的手机又收不到
我像疯子在街上绕
努力跑 你的温度
雨淋过几条街都散不掉
你面无表情的嘴角
像在嘲笑我的胡闹
回头看 突然明了
爱过了使用期效 你就想逃
我想维持礼貌忘记骄傲
继续做你唯一的城堡
习惯就好 习惯就好
是我选择看不到分手预兆
没有一丝睡意的困扰无法治疗
习惯就好 习惯就好
我承认我的伪装是真的不够好
请给我多一秒
你的手机又收不到
我像疯子在街上绕
努力跑 你的温度
雨淋过几条街都散不掉
你面无表情的嘴角
像在嘲笑我的胡闹
回头看 突然明了
爱过了使用期效 你就想逃
我想维持礼貌忘记骄傲
继续做你唯一的城堡
习惯就好 习惯就好
是我选择看不到分手预兆
没有一丝睡意的困扰无法治疗
习惯就好 习惯就好
我承认我的伪装是真的不够好
请给我多一秒
习惯就好 习惯就好
一个人在雨里继续地奔跑
却发现再也听不到自己的心跳
习惯就好 习惯就好
我承认我的伪装是真的不够好
请给我多一秒 一秒

P/S: Ken's favourite artist, Show Luo 罗志祥 ! Well mine too actually xD One of the his song in his newest album.

Back to the life

Last conversation with Jason Ch'ng..

I post this..Just for my own memory...
You don't have to read it...


Last conversation with Ch'ng at Friday infront of Jawa Mee stall:

TL: Wei Ch'ng !
Ch'ng : hamisu ?
TL : New clue ! Dunia baru lunch !
Ch"ng : haha ! U so fast saw the video d arh ?
TL : Yala ! Morning online see tiok the video. With ys de ma.Yeng loh you " XD emotion"
Ch'ng : yeng la ! "same XD emotion.."
Ch'ng : eh you got "sua lui" bo ? I got RM 50 nia . "== emotion"
TL : Siao arh, u thought i who ? So rich bring RM 50 anywhere? haha
Ch'ng : oh ..nvm lo.i let aunty pay back nia
TL: abo i lend you RM 1 la
Ch'ng : okok eh sai pun
TL : "Check wallet" Aiya ! i got RM 10 nia..."== emotion"
Ch'ng : RM 10 pun can la . tomolo i ka give u back la
TL : OK lo. take it !
Ch'ng : kam xia !

That's the last conversation I had with him...
He said he will give me back de...

But at the funeral..
I told him don't worry about it anymore...
Let the debt of I owe him sundae ice cream replace it...
Call it a draw...

19 / 1 / 2010

At around 11am...
Reached Ch'ng's funeral ...

I thought I wouldn't cry
At least I didn't at yesterday when I went for all 4 funeral
But I still cried
Just some tears came down
Won't cry too much

I told myself
Don't cry, Ch'ng don't want us to cry for him
Not anymore

While everyone had they obeisance
Then we also registered to had our obeisance to him
As one of the Judo club
As one of the communication club
As one of Chung Ling student
As one of the doTz. clan

Eric, Alvin Lee and Yong Seng
Also had their obeisance
As Jason's best pal
As known as Apom
Well Apom is actually has 5 members
but 2 of them...
Jason and Brendon...
are not here anymore..
So now left just 3 of them

Then
The funeral ends at 1.30pm

Once again

R.I.P.

Jason Ch'ng


The president of Leo
The secretary of PRS
The vice president of Judo
The clan lord of doTz.
The friend we will always miss...

As I mentioned
Today will be my last day of posting all about these news
I'm not going to other friend's funeral
This is the last post I will post about
All of us
Will live our best
Don't worry about us :]
My friend
Please be strong !

Strangest Night Ever....

What to say...

Saw 4 familiar face

Don't really wan to describe how they were
Sad feeling is all I had

Yet
This time
I didn't cried
I don't know why...

I promised Brendon I will post up Kim Ah Jong songs..
Maria - Kim Ah Jong
I posted it at facebook..

For Ch'ng
I told him don't need to worry RM 10 he owe me..
Since I owe him a sundae too..
It was counted as a draw
Also posted his favourite song..
单身情歌
at facebook too...

For Yi Zhang and Zi Jun...
I didn't really talked to both of you...
But you two are still Chung Ling Student

As long you all were Chung Ling Student
You will be in this family forever !
It never changed !


I don't want to say the same thing anymore
Stay happy in Heaven
Don't worry about all your friends
We will live in our best
We will
We promise

For one of my friend...
You was just quietly ...
Didn't cry...Didn't talked..
You really made me worried..
But the message you sent...
Make me felt relieved..
Hope you are really fine..
If you need someone to talk about..
I will be here...
Always...

Last News.... Bad News...

The last 2 remaining missing students...

Chiah Zi Jun
Age : 17 years old

Wang Yong Xian
Age : 16 years old

Was a few metres away from
one another at the seafront of Tanjung City

Status : Dead ....

Tomorrow will be my last update about all these bad news..
I don't wan to be sad mood all the times...

Jason Ch'ng

Brendon Yeoh

Goh Yi Zhang

Chiah Zi Jun

Wang Yong Xian

R.I.P.

18 / 1 / 2010 - Strangest School Day ...

Morning
Went to school even I don't really have the mood..

Reached school..
Everyone went to the hall..
Then the principle announce
A 3 minutes 默哀仪式 ...

In the 3 minutes..
Another flash back about Jason Ch'ng ...
Tears drop down before I know..

Then..

At 9am+
Receive first bad news...

Goh Yi Zhang
Found near tanjung City Marina, in waters off Macallum Street Ghaut
Status : Death...

At 1am+
Receive second bad news...

Brendon Yeoh
found near where Goh Yi Zhang was found
Status : Death...

Once again...
All friends couldn't bare it anymore..
All cried out..
A scene that really hurt everyone's heart...

Did I cry ?
I didn't ...

Why ?
I'm tired already...

Too much things happen in just 1 days...
I really...
Don't have the strength..energy..
Nothing is left...

Jason Ch'ng

Brendon Yeoh

Goh Yi Zhang

R.I.P.

17 / 1 / 2010 - Worst day of whole life...

Morning wake up..
Saw a terrible news...
Thought it was just a joke..

But..

Finally realised something really bad happened..
Knew a teacher that taught before..
Was found drown to death..

Then..
Went to the place as soon as I can..

But then..

The only news that I knew...
Was the death of my good friend..
Jason Ch'ng Wai Seong

Leo Club President
Judo Club Vice President
Counseling Club Secretary

High grade student in CLHS
Won medals at judo championship
Organized many successful events for Leo
Well known in all friends
Love and being couple with her for almost 4 years
Praised as a Mr. Nice Guy

A good friend that you can rely on
A good gamer that you can rely on
A good leader that you can rely on
A good partner that you can rely on

Too much thing too describe him about..


Now..


He is not here anymore..
He live in Heaven now
He will always in our heart
Our memories...
Will never fade...

R.I.P.
Jason Ch'ng

To all readers
Please pray for those who are still missing
Believe and have faith on them
Jason Ch'ng will bless them in the Heaven.

I won't say goodbye
Because I believe
Someday
We will meet again

16 - 1 - 2010 - Working Marathon

Today
The most busy day I ever had


Morning
Went the school for orientation
Well
Things didn't went as good as i expect
But what can I do ?
The parents are so self-centered ( 自私 )
Planned all thing for their son d
What else do they have ?


Afternoon
Stayed at home
Had to clean house
A bit tired
But most pek cek eh is
I didn't take a nap
Causing me started to feel dizzy..
Zzz


Night
Went to work
With YinWin, his sis ( sorry don't know your name kok -.-"),Ben Mah
When I reached there
Maybe too exhausted
Accidentally slept on the sofa !
YinWin kok bo wake me up
Walao eh...==
Let them all watch my "sui yong"
SIGH !!
Finish Work at 11.45+
Really tired ...
Leg very pain..
Felt sorry..
Because YinWin and his sis
had to accompany me
Wait until my mom reach
Only can go back.
Sorry la...>_<
Will try my best for not happening it again..
Then
Felt glad that finally I can go home.


That's all
Busy day aren't ?
I don't think I can keep on like this
=.=
GIVE ME A BREAK !!
duh

Bonus Story
Jiunn Harng smsed me and YinWin at the same time
when we was working
Then both of us started to think of do some "siao su"
Maybe we two too bored liao
We decided to reply the message with same things.
Then Jiunn Harng started to reply us with full of confuse
Like :
"Wa, you message is same with YinWin de.So much coincidence?"
Something like that.
Then at the end
We didn't told him the truth
Because both of us was then busy with our works
Sorry to Jiunn Harng ! (>.<")
We just too sian d
Now you know the truth..
Don't get angry ..
OK ? x)

P/S: Yin Win kok call me post up lyrics...But didn't tell me what lyrics he want me post..So...Considered as no request? xD

Tution

Today went to BJ Tanjung for English tution
Had about 2 hours and 15 minutes tution
Kind of tired + bored
But what to do ?
It's for my future leh !
Guai kia is like this eh
XD


My English Teacher - Mr. Felix



Chun Chiat , the friend that tuition at there too



Both of us too bored...
Then "discussed" something VERY important with Chun Chiat
Find it yourself about what we are "discussing"
x)


That's all for today
Tomorrow going to have orientation day
Also work at night
Good luck to myself
:)

15 / 1 / 2010

Pointless post
Just feel like updating something
But nothing to post about

Maybe after tomorrow
I will have more things to to post about ?

明日复明日，万事成蹉跎

P/S : This Yin Win....kok call me update so many songs..like X 's lyric,背对背拥抱 's lyric , 加油 's lyric and 转动's lyric ... Really siao JJ siao ka no road...Eh, I believe i posted all lyrics already. Right ? Don't believe ? Drag your mouse to all those "Lyric" words and click it...Then you know what i mean :D Haiz , go where find such good eh friend? Gamdong ka cry liao bui ? xD

第几个一百天 - 林俊杰

第几个一百天

我把爱铺成蓝天
让不安的你一抬头就看得见
我把心烧成火焰
让怕黑的你拥着温暖入眠

我晓得时间如雪
有时候会覆盖一切
但是真爱
一如倔强会重生的绿叶

第几个一百天
还是很有感觉
用眼睛去素描你内心的世界
第几个一百天
也像刚热恋
两个人手一牵连命运都改变


我把心烧成火焰
让怕黑的你拥着温暖入眠
我晓得时间如雪
有时候会覆盖一切
但是真爱
一如倔强会重生的绿叶

第几个100天还是很有感觉
用眼睛去素描你内心的世界
第几个100天也像刚热恋
两个人手一牵连命运都改变

曾有的敏感脆弱
在我的胸口你就躺下来别说了
将有的固执冲动
我也会拥抱你安抚着体谅你心疼着
wooh ~wooh~

第几个100天越来越有感觉
用眼睛去素描你内心的世界
管过多少100天也像刚热恋
两个人手一牵连命运都改变
当守护变信念连泪水都很甜 

P/S :You may ask why I post 2 lyrics in a row ...So cincai cincai eh...Well ! Actually this post is requested by our JJ super fan...Yin Win !! Yin Win, song liao bui arh? xD Told you very hard to find such good eh friend d. :P Aiya..i also like this song la..don't believe ? That's your problem x)

不屑 - 黄鸿升

不屑

事情如果那么简单那就好了

想让自己不见

瞬间就统统消灭

人类如果没有心脏那就好了

受伤不会流血

悲伤也不会流泪

不需要有同类

传染颓废

不需要愚昧的尊严

不需要去偷窃你的思念

自我安慰

就让我伪装

我嘴角不屑

让孤独乘以更孤独的两倍

允许我保留我最后一点点特权

赦免我想念你的心碎

如果我眼神里闪烁不屑

可能我心里一半地已经残废

那一半跟着你走远了的那一天

这一半渐渐地瓦解

事情如果那么简单那就好了

想让自己不见

瞬间就统统消灭

人类如果没有心脏那就好了

受伤不会流血

悲伤也不会流泪

不需要有同类

传染颓废

不需要愚昧的尊严

不需要去偷窃你的思念

自我安慰

就让我伪装

我嘴角不屑

让孤独乘以更孤独的两倍

允许我保留我最后一点点特权

赦免我想念你的心碎

如果我眼神里闪烁不屑

可能我心里一半地已经残废

那一半跟着你走远了的那一天

这一半渐渐地瓦解

如果我还有一点点不屑

别想要说服我纯洁的绝对

我只是世界上物种绝种的绝类

悄悄的失眠了一光年

如果我还有一点点不屑

那是我自己虚荣心在作祟

自以为或许有一天我们会重叠

我可以再爱你第二遍

P/S: Quite busy with the school's things...Lots of report need to be done ... I'm the secretary leh...the most pai mia eh job T.T
So....let my this favourite song replace my updates first..Sorry ya>_<

一把锁

好想拥有一把锁
一把万能的锁
打开人们心里不为人知的一面
不论是丑恶的，伤心的，愤怒的，
不必再费尽力气
不断的猜测别人的心
搞到很累
真得累极了。。

流水的友情
到底是洗掉虚伪，留下真诚
还是来得快，走得也快？

Hello 2010
Hello SPM

4 / 1 / 2010 - The New Beggining

It's already 2010
New Year, New Template :)

For those who I didn't wished you at the New Year day

Happy New Year !

Sorry for the late wishing~ x)

Today is our first day in Form 5 life
I can't really get used of it yet
Still have the "Holiday Mood" in my head xD
Felt sorry for Mr. Ang Chin Han
Fall asleep in the first day when he was teaching Maths ==
Well
There are many people slept too
Including my friends:
Waygen,Leon and Zhi Jian xD


Four of us is already on "STEAM" mode
Only Jiunn Harng AKA Heng Heng Didn't Sleep
Pro Heng Heng xD

Oh ya
This year , 2010
Me, Leon, Waygen, Jiunn Harng and Zhi Jian
are sitting together.

Let the
CRAZINESS
BEGIN

Hello 2010.
Hello SPM.